THE GREAT PERHAPS: my wristtttt

hurts! i dont know why. and its too dark to actually look at it, it feels like a bruise of some sort. but how it occured is a mystery to me. let me set the scene for you. ive just recently resorted to my bed with the laptop, triple j is playing in the background, some rap atm. not digging it but i could bop if i wanted to. and im chatting with ceri and el on msn. it seems thats where we do our talking these days, sad but true and i dont really mind it. by the way i would like to apologize for my personal outburst of a blog last night. it was a bad night for me :( i hate my life. but anyway. hahah i dont really :( well, not now. i read ceris blog just then and it made me think that as sad as i am about leaving school and stuff and not seeing my friends as often, there are people out there i havent met yet that are going to change my life and become another good friend, maybe even another best friend. and thats really exciting! reaaaally exciting actually. lifes going to be fun i think. saying that, i still never want to lose my 3 cool heads. they complete me at the mom. i look really strange at the moment. im wearing one of those canteen headbands, and i look bald, and i thought the design was cool when i bought it but now its not really haha.. i guess thats not the point, i did feel really charitable when i bought it, 3 dollars or not. pretty much loving the song 'butterfly' by crazytown recently, i have for a couple of weeks now. the love is not fading quickly. hmm i want to put a picture on the end of this blog because it seems to be the cool thing to do, but i dont know what pic would suit. plus im on the lappy so theres like none to choose from on this unless u want mums weirdo pics of matthew mconargthj however u spell his weirdo name. yeah thats right my mum has male celebs as her desktop pics, she's really cool like that. : haha... detect my sarcasm. id be pretty pissed if my comp decided to freeze right now, im pretty sure ceri would be even more pissed hahaha. im proud of her for being a brave kid tonight and coming back downstairs. thats the aries in her taking a risk. just made that up, but its probs true. hahahah i was cracking up tonight, at myself. cause i was like getting jiggy with it without actually realising it and then i also kept saying things outloud to myself like 'righhhh onnn fishy smell!' ..... woah i just realised how weird that would seem to anyone but ely, cause its a quote people :( .. im not weird haha. but i am. oh too weird for this wacky world.alright im going to wrap this up, i havent used any capital letters, it makes me feel slack but i cant be bothered with that shit. im saving my grammatical skills for wednesday, when ill let loose in my exam. wish me luck for those by the way, whoever you are reading this. you. yes you. alright, word out. X time to find a random pic to put here.. yay :)