yep. maybe a tad dramatic, and swearing was perhaps unnecessary. but god.
i cant believe some people finished their exams like 3 weeks ago, and i still have 2 to go. it really is shithouse, i dont really give a shit about them, my motivation only lasted like 2 days and poof! it was gone. yet i still am gona feel like shit if i do bad tomorrow, yet i still am writing a blog instead of an essay. go figure. i miss my long hair, i want to skip the next two days. (except for dormsy's bday) i want it to be 2010 already. so i can actually feel like im productively living. i want to get healthy! it seems to be the cool thing to do, but i need to start feeling good about myself. i feel im all agro lately. maybe its exams maybe its not. i duno. i just want to DO something, butttttt! im going to wait a few weeks before i start getting serious about it. because ive got to celebrate mads's 18th, the ending of school and then there's fiji and theres no way im not gona want to eat bad shit in fiji. but when i return im going to sign back up to the gym i think. ANYONE WHO READS THIS, hold me to that! i tend to live in denial when i dont want to do things, so i need people to bring me to reality and remind me that i want to do it and its not that hard.
to end this on a not-so-serious note, here are some oldie pics from fiji 2006.
i can't wait to experience taking photos of sun burnt ladies with you. and look alike MIA'S.
ReplyDeletehey its K-fed with corn rolls or is it corn rows? I remember them and i loved them and when you took them out, good times.
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