the only way to cure a sad soul..

...winning 3 games of backgammon against Ely in a row.
Feeling a bit melancholy about not being 18 this year, i know its pretty stupid, but it gets to me at times. especially these times. I know next year when i turn 18, this year wont matter. Butttt i feel like im missing out on being 18 with my whole year already, and soon ill be left out of being 18 with my group. OK, dramatic i know, but you knowwww. im just a kiddd and life is a nightmare. that goes out to charlotte if she ever reads this. :) Im boreddd. really bored.
this blog business is not for me, i dont do anything to write about. Waaa.